We lost against IJC. our season is over.
we played horribly today. somehow we just cant seem to go into attack. i have a very strong feeling that it's because we've only ever played against teams like nyp, teams that are miles ahead of us in terms of skills, such that we are permanently on the defensive. looking back, i realised we have never played an offensive game before, ever. but even then, we didnt even manage to score a single goal for both our matches, and being a forward i feel that i should shoulder the bulk of the blame. looking back on the effort we all put in last year, it really seems like such a waste and a pity for it to all go down the drain.
suddenly, i feel like im not a hockey player. it's like im just some random dude who decided to buy abhockey stick and shinpads. i dont feel like i've earned the honour of being in hockey.
