Got back my PAE today. it was painfully accurate. a short summary of the report: disorganised, undetermined, unconfident, unambitious, underachieving. they did initially say that i'm creative though, but they quickly took that back, saying that i'm idealistic instead. other people's reports were about half good and half bad, and i would have been ok if it was 40% good and 60% bad, but according to the report i hover between mediocrity and incompetency, with the latter being more frequent. i know that now is a very very bad time to get demoralised, but after reading comments like that it is very difficult not to be.
yeah, it's only one personality test, and i'll probably get over it eventually, but for now i just feel kinda tired and demoralised. i guess i'll just wait for this to pass; lose myself in work and music.
here's another new A7X song, Save Me:
this song has a very Dream Theater kind of feel to it (perhaps influenced by Mike?), and it's a song you won't get bored listening to the entire 11min of the way. i think that it's awesome that A7X have gone on to become so much more than just your above-average metalcore band to having such versatile music :)
