Today was chinese A levels. again. when i took this exam last year, i was totally ready to just drop it like a hot potato and never look back. eleven years it haunted me, and finally it would end! but if life took the shortest path through everything, then it would be way too short to enjoy. so nope, chinese was to linger around for another half a year or so. but today, today i can definitively say that it is over. the written components, anyway. even if i get a U this time, even if the entire NJC management points knives at my throat, i am not taking it a third time. NO. and i'm not even gonna go into much detail about how it went. all i'm gonna say is that it was somewhat more difficult than last year's paper, but there are fewer people taking it this year, so we'll see how it balances out.
tomorrow is the final H3 physics exam, then everything from term 2 will be done with. i don't know if it's the coming exam, the coming holidays or some weird combination thereof, but i have a constant, barely controllable urge to yell incoherent sounds at the top of my voice. or maybe i'm simply insane and i'm just trying to find a convenient scapegoat for it :) and as for the exam itself, i really can't be bothered too much about it anyway, just like chinese. all i care is that it'll all be over soon :D
and when you just feel like screaming for no rational reason, this is the song you just have to scream to. Waking The Demon by Bullet For My Valentine:
