Tuesday, November 17, 2009

Isn't a rainbow just an optical illusion anyway?

nothing much going on. regarding SSBB (which takes up majority of my time nowadays, goes to show how still my life is), finally completed subspace emissary but havent unlocked toon link and wolf yet. oh well, meta knight is still my favourite character anyway, i dont think that will change even after i unlocked them. after all, they are link and fox clones respectively anyway.

I thought it was a sign that everything would soon return to what it should be. i thought it was a sign that it was time to bury the hatchet. in hindsight, i guess i was being extremely naive to cook up such a fairytale scenario from the given situation. the rainbow after the storm which i envisioned while drunk on hope, was nothing more than a mirage disguising chance occurence. would i say i am crestfallen? no, i dont think it's so extreme. somehow my eyes have become less and less sensitive to the light with each passing day, as everyday all i saw was the growing darkness. i was once brimming with hope that this was all just a passing shower, but now im resigned that it could very well be an eternal thunderstorm. well, i still havent given up that last wisp of hope; perhaps this random occurence will turn out to be just the little sunbeam to shine through the dark clouds.

found another song from The Human Abstract. they dont really appeal to me that much overall, but there area select few songs which i like. this one's called Mea Culpa.