Lost control of emotions again. Sorry for the depressing outburst guys.
I guess in a way I'm just a "toad lusting for swan flesh", to quote a Chinese saying (that frankly looks disturbing when translated to English). Like how Icarus grew too arrogant and flew too close to the sun, now I must endure the punishment of having my wings melt off and plunge to the ocean below. Come Tuesday, I think I'll just stick to the ground.
On a random note, I don't get indie rock at all.
